This is something my mother is very keen on telling me about but has no idea about herself. For example, when I got home yesterday after working eight hours in my suicide-worthy boring, dead-end job with no break I am greeted with demands for my rent. For the fourth time I told her that I have no money in the bank as I have not received a pay-check yet but I will take out an overdraft if she so wishes. To this she demands to know what I've done with all my money which I reply that I went to visit friends (practically the only social thing I've done since the summer) and I needed a coat. Of course this isn't good enough, nothing ever is. So I'm still standing in the doorway holding my bike lights and my legs are about to collapse under me. Don't tell me that was the time and place for that conversation. Can I really be blamed for nearly loosing my temper? She askes me the same thing nearly EVERY SINGLE DAY. My mother the goldfish.
I would just like to add that I do love her dearly she just winds me up.
About me...hmmm. Well my name is Emily, or Em, or Remmi or Emi or Gremlin or EJ or Emiloonoo or Emsquilly or whatever takes your fancy really. But DO NOT i repeat DO NOT call me Emma because that is not my name. Ever. Well more about me, I admire individuality and honesty. I hate fakeness and manipulation. Two pieces of good advice, obey the sunscreen song and don't take yourself too seriously. Some words I live by are 'No guilt in life, No fear in death. This is the power of Christ in me. From life's first cry to final breath, Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man can ever pluck me from His hand. Til He returns or calls me home, Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.' That pretty much sums it up really. I'm just a girl trying to create a life of meaning and make a difference in this bizzarre and twisted world. Trying, not yet succeeding, but still trying nonetheless :)
3 Comments:
At 8:59 pm, Louise said…
look i am a real person writing on your blog! yay!
i like it how you dont mention the name of the place where u work..lol
At 11:05 pm, Emily said…
I'm too ashamed...and i don't want any visitors :)
At 9:11 am, sparkles said…
:hug:
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